I do not think this is fine even though I have no right to feel this way since it was all my fault but that doesn't mean i do not treasure whatever we had because it will always remain the best but i ****** it up and i cant explain how sorry i am and you will never see i do not think this is fine even though i have no right to feel this way since it was all my fault but please understand that the mistake i committed was not just a ****** but a suicide too because it killed you as much as it killed me. We're dead and gone. End.
I do not know what to do anymore. I know i have no right to be ****** or anything but i am because i do treasure this thing and i wanna fix it so badly, but just tell me would you want to?