Not happy or sad not up or down feeling lost in a sea of pain heart ache and sorrow.the moaning voices that surround me never shut up not even for second.they just seem to keep getting louder and louder how i wish they would stop.

no where to run or hide no secret place to go stuck in a living room that feels like a cell.i wish that i could fly like bird never looking back going where i want to go.these days my dreams are the only place i feel free and alive.

searching for a reason to get up in the morning so that life can move once more.a different day with the same crap dying inside just that little bit more.i scream as loud as i can but no one hears me scream or crying trapped now and forever