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Sep 2014
Maybe one day I'll stop breathing.
Maybe one day I'll stop feeling pain.
Maybe one day I'll find the answer to why but until then, here is where I lie.

I'm with a guy. He tends to hide and lie.
Who thinks it okay to kiss a *****, when he happens to be with me.
Oh by the way it is **** well cheating and this is the second time.
How many more times are you going to make my cry.

I know I'm not perfect.
I am quite far from that but why don't you notice the good and quit picking out my flaws.

I asked you why you are with me.
All you could say was I don't know.
Wow that just hurt me.

You don't see it.
You are blind.
You tell me everything is fine.
Why did you lie?

I can't take it anymore.
I don't deserve this.
I wanted to be treated with respect but no you'd rather check out other chicks.

You say I should be happy that you are looking and not touching.
That is a big fat lie.
You told a ***** you had a girlfriend  
Then you landed a passionate kiss.
Not caring how'd I feel.
Not seeing that I existed.

I know I have made mistakes.
Kissing a chick and grinding with two guys.
Don't worry I knew I was with you but I was looking for a good time.
You shouldn't be worried because you probably won't care.
You were too busy flirting and calling her your baby.
When I thought that was me.

The **** of you obsession is absolutely redundant.
That is more important to you than me.
Enjoy yourself while I am sleep.
I know that's when you decide to ******* because apparently I can not please.

When your not around I please myself.
I touch myself.
All you have to say is I knew I couldn't satisfy you.
Maybe now you see how I feel.

Looking at you and kissing you.
They are two different sides.
I am with you.
I can't believe you are mind but also I'm sick of this **** you do to me.
One more **** up and I'm through with you.

You have no heart like I.
So you should be fine and able to survive.

Peace.
I wrote this on 2/2/12. Three years later I am still with this man.
Yet nothing changed. I should have ended it then.
Sadie S
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Sadie S
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