Only a table between us
but we're worlds apart.
Maybe we were
meant to be lost.
Lost in each other's world
trying to understand
but can't.
I know.
My thoughts confuse you.
My thoughts do that to
everyone, including me.
So you go back to your thoughts
and I never tried to go to yours
Because for all I try
to look unaffected by you
You
Terrify
Me.

And I can't bear to imagine
how much more you'll be
able to get to me,
If I knew you further.
So I never did try to
understand you.
I'm sorry.
I am.