Why am I sad? Why am I bad? Why does depression bite off my head
Every ponder to wonder Some days are bright Some days are dark If its not cyclic and then tell me what I lack.
I want to stop my enemy Dead in his tracks A foe so deadly I could have lost my life Why should I give up On his altar of shame Why am I victim of his depressing game
So I thought I'd dig deeper Play my enemy at his game Get the tactical advantage While the sun still shines For sooner will it it set Then he's made my mind.
When he's inside my head I can't think A simple, fun loving person Runs to the shrink. So get going when he's far off I got the advantage now to stop.
So I got down to doing what I do best Looking for information on the internet From all what I've gathered I thought I'd share Friends it's not so easy, the world is bare!
It began with ruthless lifestyles The throwing away of values The desecration of sacraments held so pure Families in ruin, children in shambles Sensitive young minds, had no supply But to seek out love or run on empty
You see I've dug and found gold But it's not a gold I'd like to behold For in it I see a mirror of the world's ills Fallen on young and innocent wills
I'd could go on and it'd never be over But the crux of the matter is what needs to be told My friend, the world's running on empty Each one needs to find his/her worth But there's nothing left in society That'll made you feel worthy
This vicious cycle needs to be broken The Master of lies, is seeking his victims deep His hatred planted in broken minds His sword has struck steep. His rage bellowing, that know no bounds Cut and destroy before his victim can flound
It runs from generations to generations And is labelled hereditary But friends, hatred beget hatred There's no rocket science in it to detect The genius liar, spurious angel of light Knows, what it takes to make men fall.
If ever by chance, his victims learn to love or forgive His vicious cycle will be broken and the cage set free Then all his victims with love will see. That the world is beautiful, when each one loves thee.
Give away of yourself free, learn to heal and forgive And change your destiny. Stop the growelling on empty, pick up the mantle of care Adorn it your best and accept your test
Say to yourself, what's happened is in the past. I forgive and choose to live, cause I cannot change what's lost. Stop the hurting and make your peace. Stop the enemy in his tracks. He's never given you worth All his tricks and ploy, All the lies and games will only succeed in bring you shame. Look not for worth in un-fulfilling things The empty promises are not his to keep. Look inside your heart where the well of love overflows Open it wider, let it glow and grow. So full and majestic and reaching high Till it sweeps us all in it's tide.
So the lesson is out there for you and me *Love one another and I've Loved you..
Recently I found out that what we are is deeply dictated by our experiences. http://psychcentral.com/lib/running-on-empty-overcome-your-childhood-emotional-neglect/00019569