Broken realities, Fists clenched, Ashes of mine blow in the winds, I have nothing left. Tears burning, Heart is stolen. So empty inside, WHY do I need SOMEONE on my side? Spine slouching, voice too frail. You pound at my rotting corpse. Dying birds are my soul. Life as I feel it, you could never know. Ashes, dark infinite space, death, blood, it hurts, especially the fact that I can NOT find the **** escape! Becoming sand, I'm grown up and up again. Struggling, holding on for dearest life while every little thing stabs me like a knife. I'm falling ever so silently like a napkin off a cliff. But this my background people dismiss. If the wind blows too hard, nothing will be left. Oh wait its already gone, its been this pattern for so very long.