I'm not a "girlie girl" I do not like dirt and grass kicked in my face I am not allergic to cologne but please do not wash it down my throat, it's poison. Why must they scream in my ears? Honestly, it's abuse. The doors, only one opens; therefore, it's chaotic. No one has the slightest clue of what manners are. The ******* heat. It could give one a stroke, still I continue. I can live with everyone making me feel as if I am not intelligent but I refuse to live with you. I have decided to cut your presence out from my life, metaphorically for you don't seem to ever leave. I just want to get away from you!! You are toxic to my system and I want to be healthy. Oh! But I hate to loose you all the same! Isn't this a mess? Devine chaos at it's finest. But yes, she makes me feel like **** for being human. My thoughts and feelings won't seem to go away! I don't know how to stop injecting the drug into my veins. Make it stop.. Make him stop.