Inspiration comes only after three glasses of wine or a 12 hour bus ride north Some things never change. What happens when wine runs out or when people stop breaking my heart It's bitter sweet to think this will all stop The catharsis I'm home within my pain because I'm home within my ink I suppose I've done it before in times of desperation Ripping out my own heart, picking my own good grapes Stomping on them both as equals As nothing but something to choke down and spit back up onto paper After all, the sun can only shine for so long until we all start dancing for rain You and I both know we do it for the rainbows and the clouds