2:00 A.M //
I do this some nights
Wish for you to come back
When I feel lonely.
But I'm different now.

2:15 A.M. //
Why am I writing this
I just feel numb.
This is begging for you
To hurt me again.

2:38 A.M. //
*******.
Jesus ******* Christ.
I hate you.
I'm glad you're gone.

3:00 A.M. //
Why did you leave?
Why did you say you'd stay?
You always leave.
This was the last time.

3:23 A.M. //
I don't remember your number.
I need someone right now.
But it feels like you died.
Are you okay?

3:24 A.M. //
It feels like you died.
But you're still here.
You still live in my head.
You're still ******* me up.

t.n.