oh, how i love
the music when it's so loud
that i can't hear anything
but it
and, oh, how i love
this cold night
how it embraces me
with all my flaws
and i miss the flowers
that used to grow in my mind
oh, they were so beautiful
but now they are gone
and, oh, i dream of a picnic
in the woods
with my three friends
and, oh, god, how can i
be so blind