you have a bottle of ***** in your hand at 5am and i hope you still remember me because you're looking at a girl who has diamond in her eyes and a stake in her heart i feel you slipping away and i feel like i am drowning you're forgetting me i'm trying not to cry trying to ignore the gnawing pain in my stomach oh what a perfect hamartia you're taking her to places where you took me and i feel like i have been cheated by death how are you forgetting me? because i seem to remember every detail of you the smell of you still linger in my sheets you are now twirling her around under a meadow of flowers under the moonlight and i see the spark in your eyes and how you lovingly look at her and i realise that you never looked at me that way because you never fell for me but you've fallen for her