i fear for your soul because it's not at rest. it's constantly wandering to and fro between the world you thought you knew and the world you know now. & my heart aches because i want you to know Who i know. but i'm afraid that i don't know how to tell you. i'm scared of the questions you'll ask the fears you've grown in your head the uncertainty that's been rooted. i'm scared because this is all real- all too real. but then again what is fear compared to an eternity in hell.