Why oh why?

Nothing seems to make much sense to me anymore.

My mood and emotions are going absolutely haywire!
I feel happy, sad, angry, depressed, loved, unloved, and anxious.
I feel all of these at the same time.

How?
How does that even happen?
How can I be both happy and sad, loved and unloved,
and angry yet depressed?

I am confused.

Yesterday went downhill and I need something to help it stop from getting any worse. Obviously, what I am doing isn't helping.

Any suggestions would be awesome!

It just doesn't seem normal to me. I am all of these.

Happy: I feel like everything is going to be okay.
Maybe happy isn't quite the right word for it.
It is probably better to just say that I am optimistic.