you wish for someone to understand you to be by your side even if he does nothing just stay there so you don't feel lonely when world tears you apart he breath the same air as you do if he cant do something better just stay there and do nothing you always wish for someone to be there for you with you and when you find no one you go on a hunt to find that one or you completely abandon yourself and let devil take over you either you go see other and heal other or you see other and hurt other for if you are a kind one you will choose the right or if you are a thorny one you will lick ones wound for you think what happened with you was unfair so neither you live in ease neither you let them you dont let go and hold your void like your breaths depends on it