****** reds Broken blues Heaven I want Hell I choose A menagerie of scars maps surface of skin Eternity mocking every sin Dawn overtakes darkness each day Shining light inside is conquered by dismay My heart is armored to protect from getting hurt Harbor of regret hidden under my shirt The birdsong becoming constant serenade Along with the stars Notes soon will fade Watching windows Don't dare crack my door Bones too delicate to endure elements anymore An ocean of fears drowning head Scared to face future I crawl into a hole instead These evenings cannot seem to escape the shadow on my heels Could never explain how immense every single problem feels