Dear me, My heart is saying that he is not for me. My heart was distracted. Get back to the track. I have a long way to run in life and he is just a mere distraction, a test for me, by my destiny and fate, to see my determination towards my goals. So ignore the stupid feelings and focus on myself. Don't worry, I will prove myself to god and will surely meet the love of my life at right time.......................................................Don't worry sweetheart.