always happy, always in bloom, always one step away from becoming just a collection of parts; her head still smiling and pretty rolling across the floor. sorry, did i break the illusion too soon? not so beautiful now that you know what it feels like to be her. makes you wish the flashes would stop, makes you want to scream "can't you see she's already done enough?" why can't they set her free? but alas, she must always be happy, always in bloom, always one breath away from becoming just a collection of parts.