This story that began with hope I hope will end with hope Feels hopeless I gave up looking for answers, now I hope to find a way to cope Denied access The last ounce of hope left left when I decided to revisit dope Again, I retrogress This cat and mouse between hope and despair is an exhausting trope I'm breathless Dark thoughts fill the space left by hope, time to hide the rope Chased by darkness I don't even know exactly what sparked this But I'm sure to end up heartless regardless That's just me being honest