Never was water more refreshing, Than when I thought I would die of thirst. Fire never felt so warm as The moments before I was burned, And never looked as beautiful As before it was consumed. Light split like memories, When I look up into the night sky; Things gone, things refracted, All that's there that eclipses the eye. I never knew what it was to be *****, Acting like I was always clean. Never knew how wrong I was Thinking I was always right, ignorantly Hurting those around me As they've hurt me. Stagnant puddle reflecting, Wading against the stream; Swimming but drowning