a week ago wednesday and here we are, here i am, begging and bruised and bursting at every touch; the gentle threat of promises that are not uttered but seep in, somehow, through the sensitive skin of my thighs and into my bloodstream, begging to be realized and i dream of giants and gems on your pillow; my mouth is consistently failing me, and the promises hide behind my teeth as you pry them open with your tongue-- i melt the confessions into your bed sheets and close my eyes to dream