You took away my life When you said that I should die There's no reason I shouldn't cut you off When you still believe in lies
To think I'd ever hurt you Just confirms you're out of line I know I'm not the best When it comes to making time
But You know I would have died for you If you let me even try
I would have put away desires If it meant you were alright I would have gathered everything Just to throw it into fire
I would have killed myself for you If it meant that you could fly I would have only prayed to God If He could just give me a sign
I would have brought you all the roses From the shop just down the street I would have purchased every one If it meant that you were free
I would have taken you somewhere safe Just to show I have respect I'm not like the other guys I'm just looking for a friend
A soul I'll learn to cherish When the skies are turning gray A voice that puts to rest The insecurities that I face
A place my thoughts can sleep When they're keeping me awake Your hands that I can hold When I'm running out of strength
Ocean eyes that I'll admire When the clouds are making haste A nose that I'll make fun of When you don't always get your way
Or your arms that will embrace me When I've fallen in too deep The words you whisper quietly To make my inner demons weep
They will tremble out of fear Cause they can't haunt me anymore I know my worth when I'm with you While we're sitting on the shore
Your mind is an ocean of ideas That I'm diving to explore My demons no longer there When I'm lying on the seabed floor Surrounded by your loving nature As I get to know you more
You are everything to me Which I know I've said before But only when I'm in your arms Are my inner demons ignored
I'm embraced by surrounding waters Like I've finally found a home Where I'm at my deepest point But I no longer feel alone
I'll be hitting my rock bottom But can make it out alive Your words are enough to hold on to When I'm on the verge of dying
They may take away my possessions They may take away my pride But I'll never let them take you Even if it means I die
A poem with many twists and turns from beginning to end. Not the most consistent piece I've ever written but it feels good to get it off my chest!