Tempests may surround in the worst of times a storm to level ships capsize friend and foe alike waves that change not just lives but memory how tragedy frames our desires as need, rather than options as love, rather than responsibility how the quilt of phoenix feathers that we oft cover us for slumber molts as we shed our tears molts as we age through life and though times do change and shadows creep beneath the door frame still we hear the voice whisper,
"The winds of victory are soon to come."
Memories are trinkets we trade for action we trade for purpose we trade for comfort Efforts spent crafting the perfect memories catch up to our imaginations over time Snapshots we thought were sublime Calamities we shut the door upon In the kaleidoscope of reality we can see their colors change what was treasured becomes tattered with use what was feared becomes power over abuse As we build our lives from ashes no longer need for phoenix feathers as we shatter walls of illusion fact from fiction truth from delusion we come to hear the voice command,
"The winds of victory are soon to come."
And there is a tumult in the cupboards under the floorboards in the rafters an aching shout of protest a rapping upon the windows of the soul a look, in the eyes, of horror a clinging on to the raft of hope a desperate jump to the cliff of salvation a plunging fall into starvation a rushing flight into the arms of the past a stepping back from its cold clutches a fervent climbing of the mast looking out to the distant horizon seeing how light is carved from darkness knowing how you were made this way and that your limitations are at the mercy of your love walking forward, proudly saying,
"The winds of victory are here at last!"
And how the winds whirl about you as you dance in the curls and twists walking upon the waves of anguish waves of guilt, love, and praise, to know they all complete you and that the storm is who you are you build the foundations that will prepare you for becoming a guiding star that leads your loved ones to the noble place where your dreams would lead you thus far a place of healing a place of trust a place we all know is here within.
To my friend, Amanda, on her birthday. May this and every day be one of joy or little victories amidst the struggle of life. Keep fighting your battles with your heart to guide your journey and your mind to light the way.