so much mystery surrounding me so much inner journey I am bound to be taking on in the future, so insecure about my future but truck along fiending for gas, I take it day by day with a little sass still donβt drink coffee and you can hold the flask so trying to outrun the trauma from my Dad it's a tough pill to swallow and thatβs usually no issue for me thank god I traded all that for ****, I always was attracted to green aquamarine baby, no march aries pisces like the koi fish coasting on the crystal blue water evolving, healing stuck in the past no longer moment by moment, touch by touch, hands entwined friendship showed me love