My mind was bleeding, I was in an ordeal The snow, my drained soul, it would conceal Stranded in that hollow lifeless space Lost I was in his embrace I saw it somewhere, that light One that, through the hard times, held me uptight A beauty and strength of some sort blossomed And that horrid pain yielded and succumbed Then came in the punch of reality, so full of heat And in the ocean I sank forlorn with defeat Lost in the waves without his protection It ached me to see my choicesβs reflection I saw it all those 3 years and then I fell but here I am, I rose again.