i dont know who my childhood best friend was; or is .
i remember her silky hair and pigtails we'd wear and our baby blonde hair, i miss you i miss you. and furthermore i miss me too
i miss the quiet in my head before it was filled with disease, before darkness stuck under my fingernails before my lies began to rot my teeth i thought i missed you. im sorry, i think i just miss me
a lil reflection on my old bestie i think her name was kayla> tbh i dont remember :(