You could desperate hear me start weeping Ruckus started to crying to crack tangerine holds one still upright auburn as an immortal's loneliness fogged or condemned stays a Sahara burnt hot tambourine a hangover led Arabian a broken record some shattered the bathroom bar.
I wonder for my brother's dowry on beds too kempt to be called beds and doorframes and lamps set never high enough to hit again, to stand to kneel to lock to lash to hold to my brother's body now felt to me like the female sold fragile to the greater cities with a vote, he clearly left his Argentina behind no matter how she paled, ended struck.
No longer a child or sister to pass as to take guests in alone to stand our married couple's cries an unmuteable radio can't go back to playrooms for imparallel dignities' sake that made all the noise at night worth it to deal with I, don't want to play the rook if no horse of yours' beside.
Now once the scarcity of your voice, if even morbid, is to be greeted by me alone, Adam and Eve we have unable to see, just for the empty halls of your decision just for me to hit, your turned leaf hidden agenda of relief, I recognise my faiths of the old of your endless mornings supposedly killed by snoring and your vividness to my thoughts a foreign concept, to note you resurrected out of mind and out of sight the congruence picks me out and slaps me that our cocoon and safe designed for you was nothing short of a coma web in your eyes to begin with instead.
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I look out to my brother's dowry to hold stubborn, fainted in my nook the head of my brother's body to sit on his old air this house keeps like a sari gem he will never long for again.
A correlation of steamed mirrors, Arabian calls in yearning and melodious drabbling that overlap it endlessly, a skin in an onus shed aside to a corner once you can't feign yourself into a child's play, and the sibling you've often taken for granted till they go even if they do return at times for not so long. And suddenly you're the only one to think they might have been never truly free or themselves in the place you called home for them. Acknowledgement, recognition, apology and broken renewal. Dedication to the protagonist of this poem. ...