"I want a lifetime of waking up to you hogging the blankets, and holding you on nights where you panic.
I'm not good with words, not like you are.
but I want to fight for what we have.
I want to stand by you while we remind ourselves why we got together in the first place.
I'm sure of what my life needs now.
it needs the girl who hopped onto the back of my bike like it was nothing,
who didn't know that one day soon it would be everything.
it needs the girl who stopped me and told me that she wasn't ready to use those three words,
but then yelled 'I love you' while riding me not too many nights after.
great timing, by the way.
it needs the girl who used words to turn her pain into a message about surviving.
I could stare at you for hours and still be amazed years later that I met someone so beautiful.
luckily, you remind me to stop staring and to keep my eyes on the road.
because of you, we only crashed once.
I am madly in love with you
and I want this to be forever."
I reread this note every night when you're working late.
you're much better with words than you think you are. you must be,
because when you handed me this and asked me to marry you,
I didn't hesitate before I said "yes."
forever is a long time, but I get to spend every day of it with you by my side. I'm so excited to see what our future holds. I love you, loser. today and every other day.