I can not sleep, for you are not beside me, I toss and turn, bury my head in my covers, wishing I could bury my head in your chest instead, my silent tears dissolve into the darkness that surrounds me, as I lay there imagining your arms holding me, holding me tight whilst I watch you slumber, you look so beautiful, peaceful and it's comforting, I feel safe.
but in reality, I lay here cold and longing, for you, my love, I can not sleep.