-long before when i used to play music so loud so loud to help keep the whispers at bay the monsters hidden within the unanswered questions, doubts, unanswered,
that to be able to appreciate music, lower the volume, take it in, softly, gently, and hear it calmly.
but then, the whispers the monsters the unanswered questions doubts
are louder, s c r EA mIng, loud, louder than
the heartb e a t, dum, dumdum, dum..... too soft.... too..
hoax.
i wanted to, but i can't hear the soft music in the screaming of what's within.