Anxious. Feeling insufficient. Knowing I'm insufficient. Wanting insufficiency. Not quite sufficient. Comparing and contrasting. Contrasting.
Wanting acceptance to be my most authentic self. What is my most authentic self? Where do I find her?
Focusing on the next milestone. Getting there and doing the same. What do we meet at the milestone? Will be happy will be content will be accepted will be winning, at the next milestone.
How do you live in the present moment? What is the present moment?