You are entangled In the vines of a codependent ****. It will eventually **** the life Out of you, but only because You allowed it too.
You didn’t need to put yourself in it’s path and offer yourself like a sacrifice in waiting - But you like the idea that someone else has the power to ruin you in the way you are too scared to do.
You didn’t need to give your essence over to something that will devour anything that moves - But you don’t believe your worth is more than being somebody else’s emotional feed bank.
You didn’t need to willingly wait for death while their vines held you down and choked on your broken pieces - But you don’t know how to survive in a world that is not dependant on you fixing it while leaving your damage to die.
You will be consumed by the toxins of a carnivorous friend, and you will sit by and watch while they burn the world down around you and still offer your bones to be their home.