I've been going through a long dry spell, an arid wasteland of the mind. Writer's block is hell. It's an empty nest, a dead baby bird in the wet grass--ant eaten eyes. It smells like plastic flowers on a tombstone. I'm lost and starving in the Whiteness. Why can't I write? Have I drank my mind into mush? The poems don't come like they used to; the click is gone. Sometimes, there were four or five a night. They swam from the rivers of my soul. They were my food and my light, and my wings. A good poem is like smacking the ball out of the park, or like coming together after hours of foreplay. Writer's block is a limp ****, a miscarriage, an empty gun. It's like having a stomach ache, and not being able to *****.
Everywhere I go, I am surrounded by convicts, and a maze of walls. My mind and spirit are not in prison though. They fly over the razor wire like the falcon I saw through the bars on the window. It pierced the clouds like a bullet. I will make the next poem a feast. Blood and feathers will fall from my chin. Ambrosia will course through my veins, and I will sing and soar from the depths of my cage.