i spoke to you again today just a few texts but it was enough to make me question my sanity of leaving you and finding someone else no one could love me the way you did somehow it felt right but every time i hear from you i dont know its so painful. youre so painful. everything is so painful. thats why i took myself away from you you were my drug and i was addicted but it became too much but just like drugs, youll want to go back and i am questioning my sobriety more than ever.