Jan 2020
I've been stuck in a haze
Between taking drugs and alcohol
and burning methanol
The fun
the sun
now means none
Repellent to being sober
I'll be so high man, **** the moon
During the day; 'till it's over
I'll be so drunk man, ******* soon
I'll take more and more and more
To **** this negative seed
More, More, More this haze I will adore
Till my nose and eyes bleed
Next day I wake
Ready to bake
New memories to make
New memories to take
Drown back, drown pain!
Before that seed comes back
To force me to repeat; again
Never-ending, until I crack
Between taking drugs and alcohol
and burning methanol
The fun
the sun
now means none
Repellent to being sober
I'll be so high man, **** the moon
During the day; 'till it's over
I'll be so drunk man, ******* soon
I'll take more and more and more
To **** this negative seed
More, More, More this haze I will adore
Till my nose and eyes bleed
Next day I wake
Ready to bake
New memories to make
New memories to take
Drown back, drown pain!
Before that seed comes back
To force me to repeat; again
Never-ending, until I crack
They say it will never cost more days than the amount of days you had with someone, to be able to move on. I beg to differ. Being sober never helped, never said the drugs do, but they make it bearable. Driving, riding, racing past my limits helps the mind clear. Sometimes we need to lose control of something to be able to feel as if you can get control of it
