At the foothills of vintage age you feel perceptibly less somber for there are only meager remains of mostly forgotten days - little to smile, rue or cry for and an amorphous yet obligingly finite future - trifling to put together or fight for.
So dear Chandra: here is a congratulation: It must be awesome - this imminent privilege of geriatrics and this stolen bit of transient freedom; the real laissez-faire to yearn and to die for. timorously cajoled from time’s exacting, puritan dictum.
I read about an old lady. When asked what keeps her so happy at such a ripe age, she said, “I have no future to look forward to”.