Lord. Haven’t I suffered enough ? These constantly refreshing images. Why not just take my life ? Give me a rest from this cursed life. No, scarred life.
I don’t want to feel anymore. I don’t want to love anymore. I can’t love anymore. Can’t even hate anymore.
Love is dead in my life, Not coming back ever. I don’t belong here, not anymore.
Take me up to heaven, Heal my scars if you could. Impossible right ?