I miss you, not as a lover. But as the guy who would ask me how I'm doing when nobody asks. When we would talk random things for hours and argue all of a sudden. Yet, the next day is just another day to laugh off about other things. And I miss you that way.
Still, wonder why he avoids me, was it because of my feeling? Yet we still talk, only if suddenly an important topic needs to be discussed. Yet, suddenly everything feels strange. I'm just disappointed if he really distances himself from me. I really need to get the point straight about why I like him to him first, dont I?