she utters her existence with a cry for help muffling her sorrow as she ages fine wine overheating in the garden of evil hourglass woman pouring herself out white eyes most vulnerable to camera light flashes of happiness escape outside sobriety inside the territory of the boundaries set for her she exists when we speak her name water mixes with her blood deluding illusions made by us merlot no longer holds pigment without her eyes to cry cups half empty she lives when her name is written meaning she will live forever her pen a megaphone between fingers screaming back to her roots silent when she drinks midday closing her door to trap her thoughts paper being her platform she is home when she can be loud again