A mood can change in the blink of an eye. I reread your text through blurry eyes. My hands shake to the beat of my racing heart. My blood runs cold and the red mist decends over my restraint. The cold sweat consumes me. Locks me in my head with my whirling thoughts.
When i claw myself out of this madness, i ask who am i? Who am i to be jealous over an unrequited love? They could make you happy, surely, i just want you to be happy?
This love. This hurt. This friendship. This obsession.
This nothingness is leaving no space left for sanity.