My friends are being taken away by my mother... I get lied to by my brother... I know that I am not right... I so wish that I could "see the light"... But why does everything seem to be so wrong? Why does everything seem to take so long? My mom is keeping me from listening to any song... Which I think is wrong... Why do I feel so rejected by my own mother? Why do the things she said make me shudder? I am confused and mad... I am angry and sad... Because I miss my freedom and my best friend... I just wish that my patience does not end... Please help me here... I can't go anywhere...