Turned 29 yesterday, Celebrating on my own For the very first time I made arrangements for myself With balloons, songs and a yummy cake! And with all these, I realized, I can love myself too!
Despite the love-hate relationship with my own self, I owe my body and soul! They have been through a lot From the self harm in every possible way To the low phases and pitfalls. And I feel grateful that I am still alive
With so much more of wisdom Through the journey of life Every changing as a whole From happiness, joyfulness, escasty, And love - To the trauma's, loss, heartbreaks, failures Loneliness and depression!
I am now learning to be on my own From distraction and noises all around To shifting focus to oneself!
And with all of these, Now Murphy's law makes much more sense!
And now With a the shifts of focus I know that somehow I can contribute to this vast world too!
The support which I keep getting from God and all around immense and I am equally grateful for this life no matter how much it hurts!