she holds you like it’s the first and the last time. her arms are wrapped around you like she’s afraid you’ll disappear if she lets go for even a second. you feel her heartbeat thump, your head pressed against her chest as her pulse races. a sigh escapes as you push closer, imbedding your body into hers like it’s the first and the last time. “i’ll never let you go,” you say. she breathes deeply, as if she knew you were going to say that. she cups your face and her fingers glide along your jaw. her hands are shaking as the tips of her fingers dance across your cheek, like it’s the first and the last time. she looks so solemn, her eyes filled with a gentle sadness. but still, her hands caress your face and she whispers quietly. so quietly. like it’s the first and the last time. “you already have.”