I can see the tears you're fighting back Remember? I was there with you I held you as you silently wept In the darkness all alone Those nights when you couldn't see an end To the misery There was no way out It had gone on so long That you weren't sure If you wanted to be alive anymore
I was there
You cried yourself to sleep in my arms And I know it hurts to remember But it's how you're going to heal You don't have to force smiles Especially not with me
Because I was there, Beloved
The night you wanted to come home
Written about my faith and a very painful time almost a year ago