Scared to open these tattered wings of mine In fear that they'll fall off Putting on this dim halo For all to see Feeling nothing at all But an icy darkness Instead of my usual warmth Whatever happened to The holy angel I used to be
You took everything away from me From my lock and key memories That you sharpened And continuously used against me Down to the pure white cloak That I use to wear so sacredly Who knew that Eventually I would encounter the devil himself
This poem is about a very dark time that I went through. For those of you who can relate please know this, YOU ARE NOT ALONE.