mmm... let me think take a breath , and give my brain a tink hold on ... let me speak so ... I'm weak everything I see , is a slap to the cheek the days are fine , but your always on my mind bringing me down , and I feel less then Devine I know indue time, and all the signs will bring me back up to the light and bring me back to feeling Brite they tell me it'll be alright
I'm tired of this mask , I can't breath and I'm asked " how are you?" ...I'm good but I'm doing worse then I preceive. these feelings and emotions bleed out of me every second feels like a eternity . my days have stopped and everything is unfamiliar since my heart dropped I wish I understood her my field is cropped with no minerals in my dirt no matter how many seeds on top, they all just get hurt never will I gain that crop it has all stopped
let me reminisce on the past , that got me all ****** you got me wanting to not exist and you welcome me not with a hug but flying fists luckly you missed and we fell into each other for our last kiss . and every bit of the respect , love , trust was set aflame , ashed up , and dissed we had a kid " yea we can do this " then your gone and took everything even my mattress . no home , no car , no wife , no kid still racking my brain for everything that I did but it's alright , it'll be another quiet night I'll drink my self to sleep like I do every night and forget about all of our fights . some day I'll be alright even if its somewhere not there holding you tight I may show wrath apon my self tonight but my love is yours , unlike any other guy .
And I still hold tight to the blade that thickens it's might