I am graced with the ability to examine, to see, to think, that I am not living. And when I realize this I feel punctured, foolish, restlessly pensive. I am cursed with an anxious tendency. why why why I have everything– How could I be like this if I have everything? I am graced with the ability to examine, to grow, to change And when I realize this I know I will win. and this analysis - I promise - will yield results.