I remember the feeling. Like I was getting rid Of every foul thing inside me. I would feel so- Empty. But at the time It was better than feeling everything. And sometimes I would just lay there And I would cry. I was so ashamed Of my bathroom coping mechanisms. Brush my teeth So the acid wouldn't make them yellow. Appearances seemed to be important. Had to be thin, Had to be empty.
I didn't realize then That I was wasting away That there was another way To purge my feelings. But I know now. I know now.
You saved me.
I have gone 2 years without my eating disorder! I'm a little fluffy now, but I'm proud.