Emptiness saturates us without wonder. It's taboo to seek ideals outside of the curriculum.
However it's much more fulfilling.
The straight jacket we are in-prisoned in cripples exploration and reaching ideals that oppose your own.
Stay deaf to those that don't practice what they preach. Or those that sow hatred.
This Devine gift we are hardly deserving of must be appreciated. Gained during adolescence we neglect it.
Formal operational thought is an ability we are taught to be repulsed by. Ironic due to that ideology being repugnant and wasteful.
I've come to tears after realizing our ability to think abstractly is frowned upon by peers and society. Not only in interests of intellect.
If you speak of trying to understand real love. Especially around teen spirit. Your a "***". A "*****". A "freak". Of course these are untrue and you feel no propulsion to disprove them.
Because you're not insecure about your beliefs and feelings. You know your strong for that. You also feel confidence in your compulsion to coitus with whatever person you find attractive no matter their gender. As for being a freak, you know your peers haven't slowed down from partying and ******* long enough to ponder what an emotional drain their lewdness is. Besides their physical and mental exhaustion they complain about everyday. Their remedy is to repeat the cycle. Party, ****, die. High school is an **** for everyone who's "popular".
It is gross to see such a majority of the population waste their psychological ability no other species owns. But through reflection and learning you need to be tolerant. You see it's futile to tell others what to do or be condescending toward them. It would drain you and them due to the repulsive nature of those acts.
Offer help and love, empathy and understanding. And stay curious.
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