Love is complex than I thought,
She is in, but I am not.

Started as a casual one,
Like Netflix and fun.
No strings attached, no trust,
Just satisfying each other's lust.
Would go out chicken and *****
Gift tees , guitar and those Nike shoes.

Now things have gone a little too south,
She texts, she calls all the time,
She feels, she fights all the time.
She says this is love about.
But, I am in total doubt.

Never wanted it to turn out this way,
It started casually in the month of may.
We have come so far and now it's all gray.
Difficult to leave, difficult to stay.

I do feel for her,
I do adore her, but it's not love anyway.
Don't know what I feel,
But not ready for a relationship in any way!