I feel things so deeply
Sometimes it's like I'm screaming
But in some strange language
That no one else knows.
I have nothing more to offer
But who I am.
And daily I am reminded
That it will never be enough.
I get more lonely every day.
Everyone around me gets quieter
And the voices in my head
are only growing louder
Reminding me that I will lose everyone.
That I have never been enough
And will always be too much.
That I am... ultimately, unlovable.
No one can hear me anymore.
As I sink beneath the sea of tears
And the darkness feels so
welcoming...
The more time that passes...
The more life I seem to waste...
The more it hurts...
The less I want to live.
I wish I was braver.
I wish my path had shapped me
And made me stronger.
Instead it's left me lost, alone, and broken.
And I just don't want to feel things anymore